my lost " It "
when the light impinged we are connected
in euclidian binary coding plane
yet I saw my life in 3-D in your space
what happened to the mixed up of my view
I was asked by the emptiness to believe in you Atma the spirit
I did not see lights when I was in that trance state
only the coldness without beams
surrounded and stopped there awaited
an answer that would come from my within
silently , without wind drafts , rush or rustle it cracked
one tiny dot of white
shone upon me and lingered there awhile
no reflection it just a white dot dead
a gasp I had felt like a drown in salts
a frozen soul yet I could touch the flows
the electron sparks a bliss without burnt or heat
within the halo the corona it bathed
a wave of quietness followed then vanished
when it lifted from my memories I wept
knowing then just like remembering it now
It will not return to see me
just ever the words said never
by now my only regret
why did you leave me emptied
being touched not being immensed within
it was brief yet the mark it meant
life is that live once till it lasted
